Neck Deep Up in Smoke Lyrics

A History of Bad Decisions Track Listing
Digital Media 1
  • 1 Up in Smoke
  • 2 Tables Turned
  • 3 Head to the Ground
  • Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head
    "Get out of bed" she said
    So self destructive
    Up in smoke, all came to nothing
    Being broke and lonely doesn't make much sense
    I wish you'd see my point of view
    You're so uptight, loosen your screws

    Try to find the words that you expect me to say
    I know I let you down again
    I get it
    I see that look in your eye
    I just hoped you could see
    Swear to God that I tried
    I just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can't
    And I'm sorry
    Heard you call
    Did you want me?

    I had it all but inside I was drowning

    Now I can feel the pressure weighing down on me
    I can't live up to all your standards
    Can we learn to disagree?

    Building back the trust you lost in me again
    You're so upset and stressed
    So disappointed
    Dig up the past
    Leave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay dead
    I know I fuck up every time
    I fall apart, you fall in line

    I bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with blood
    I tried my hardest but still it wasn't enough
    A desperate longing from trust
    I get so close but I crush it again
    My integrity's spent
    I just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the end
    When you're gone, I'll be broken
    Let it out
    Cut me open

    Bury my head in my hands
    How will I ever redeem myself?

    Pressure weighing down on me
    I can't live up to all your standards
    Can we learn to disagree?
    Pressure weighing down on me
    When I can't give you all the answers you expect the worst of me

    [Outro] x2
    Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head
    "Get out of bed" she said
    So self destructive
    Up in smoke, all came to nothing

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