Pantheist Curse the Morning Light Lyrics

O Solitude Track Listing
CD 1
  • 1 O Solitude
  • 2 Don't Mourn
  • 3 Time
  • 4 Envy Us
  • 5 Curse the Morning Light
  • It falls down at the foot end of the bed
    that I'm not going to leave (any more)
    I curse you morning light, spot on my solitude
    No one here to mourn with me the loss of hope in this life

    The light that brings the day reminds me that I'm dead

    I want to break out, I want to be free
    And leave behind these chains that keep me captive
    My life a ruin, it has ruined me
    I smell my soul rotting; it fades away with the years

    O bastard life, for too long you fooled me
    You made me believe that you are worth to live

    A growing fury, a growing pain
    enveloped my soul, paralysed my heart
    love is a lie, hope is a morbid joke
    every day the same old song

    I want to break free from this vicious circle
    To hear some words of comfort, to breathe some joy

    I have passed the point of no return since long:
    The gravity of this black hole is too strong
    Look at me, disappearing within its darkness
    My God, it hurts more than I could possibly imagine!

    I must cope with the emptiness
    Which has weaved its web around my soul
    I've sunk in the abyss of desperation
    And yet I'm here, a fool among the fools

    The hour has come...
    the angel of death looks me straight in the eyes
    like a basilisk
    He stands there staring
    with empty gaze- like an ancient statue
    and tries to break the shield
    which guards my empty soul
    But all those joyless years
    have eventually dried my tears
    drained every emotion of my well-worn body
    which slowly rots and disintegrates
    The angel smells the stench of slow death
    disgusted, he disappears into the night
    I cut my flesh with my broken nails
    enjoy the fluid of life flowing
    The cancer has left my heart
    and yet I'm more than ever dead...

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