Hotel Books Constant Collapse Lyrics

I'm Almost Happy Here But I Never Feel At Home Track Listing
Digital Media 1
  • 1 Lose One Friend
  • 2 Lose All Friends
  • 3 Lose Yourself
  • 4 Constant Collapse
  • 5 Dreaming or Sinking
  • 6 Two Eight One
  • 7 America's Next Model
  • 8 Cult Leader
  • 9 Nicole
  • 10 Lungs
  • 11 Car Crash
  • There is nothing here for me,
    But I'm here for you,
    So I will never leave.
    And I'm starting to believe,
    Every time you said you loved me,
    You were just talking in your sleep.

    And I said I would die for you
    But that was before I knew
    That it's all you wanted me to do
    And time and time again,
    I can tell you I hate you,
    But that won't ever make it true
    Cause even during the good times
    When you kissed me,
    I didn't want to open my eyes,
    Because I didn't want to realize
    How hollow our love was,
    But now that it's over,
    I'm still here, and all I want to know was love.

    And I only talk about you in the past tense,
    Because through all of this mess,
    It's the only thing that makes sense.
    And all I do these days is want
    But I've settled for wishful thinking
    And neglecting, and justifying my emptiness,
    Because it's easier to see what you have
    When you can see what your neighbor lacks,
    I would give an arm and a leg
    Just to have my arm and leg back
    And I worked so hard to help you find truth,
    Just to slowly learn that your silence says
    Just as much about your character
    As your words do.
    We gave our love away.

    I always thought that I would be okay.
    I never thought I would be okay.
    Through this silent note, what constitutes the truth.
    Cause I can tell myself
    Time and time again,
    That I'm not making sense of this

    And that cross around your neck
    Was more hollow than your head
    But I still just wanted to follow you to bed.
    I never listened to my own voice,
    Maybe some of us embrace death,
    But some of us don't have a choice
    And maybe I'm both because I didn't choose this
    But that doesn't mean I'm gonna change
    Because I never do, and you never did
    And it scared me away
    And that's why she still cuts your skin for you,
    And that's why that she's still in you, and her name is Acceptance.
    And she used to kill me, and now she is killing you.
    And through all this stress and carried out disastrous distress

    I've learned that I really don't like you,
    But I forgive you,
    Because I love you.
    I love you.

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