Going Through Changes Lyrics - Eminem
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I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes
Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for delph like Philly,
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,
Apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining,
But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,
On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,
Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.
I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear, is Hailie,
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,
I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,
Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.
Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills,
And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.
It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up,
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled.
Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,
Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills.
Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it,
Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it,
It's in their best interest to protect their investment.
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then...
Don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes...
My friends can't understand this new me,
That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,
You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do,
I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.
I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.
And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,
I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin' right,
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.
Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, dole 'em out
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice,
Yeah baby hold me down.
Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.
Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,
Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would have never got to say to you,
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too,
I still love your mother, that'll never change,
Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.
Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day.
There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows i've never been a saint.
I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
But just today, I looked at your picture, almost if to say,
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.
But I just had to get away, don't know why,
I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm..
Writer: WILLIAM T. WARD, MARSHALL B. MATHERS III, ANTHONY FRANK IOMMI, TERENCE MICHAEL BUTLER, JOHN OSBOURNE
Lyrics © T.R.O. INC., Universal Music Publishing Group
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something to listen to | Reviewer: nathi | 1/21/13
i have been listening to to hiphop for some time now, but non like this i've heard. the likes of going through changes and space bound
they just make sense hey, i think marshal wright real thing, not singing about blowing money why would i listen to such. keep up marshal, i love what you do.
great song | Reviewer: Lonnie | 3/30/12
This song makes it more clear that his life isnt completely full of bull. Maybe without his girls he wouldent be the man he is now and wouldnt rap as often. So he is a great poetic dude unlike a lot of other rappers. P.S ive been listening since I was one years old. P.P.S im 13 years old 08/06/98
12-2-2012 | Reviewer: Uzoswaggs | 2/12/12
Eminem......I Love u nd all ur songs on your recovery album especially "You're Never Over,Space Bound,Going Through Changes,Cindarella Man nd Not Afraid",they all make me cry.ALL I JST WANT U 2 DU IS 2 GET OUT OF DOSE BULLSHIT...MAY GOD HELP U AS U GO THRU ALL THIS CHANGES..AMEN
Fearless | Reviewer: Sara | 2/22/11
I think... It means I am sure Marshall is one of the honest person I have ever seen!
Because he says everything he want and like, with out any fear and from his heart!
He says the problems that all people have!
We proude you and always love and support you Marshall...
what some people think about you It isn't important just keep on your way and stay forever***
fuckn amazin' lyrics | Reviewer: lynx | 12/24/10
M&M has come back again. did anyone remember when he started singin'? this last album sounds like his The Way I Am single. M&M talked about this album and said he wanted his lyrics to be read as his own life experiences, and that's what he have done; but I wish it could be more about M&M alterego: Slim Shady; he would have talked about lady gaga and others losers. hohohohoh...
Amazing song. | Reviewer: todd | 12/16/10
Anyone who has been addicted to vicodin or anything for that matter can relate to this song. I love how MM puts his emotions into words and is so honest and true about it. I normally do not care much for RAP but this truly is a form of art.
keep rocking M
Like.. woah. | Reviewer: Terry | 9/22/10
This is one of the best songs I've ever heard. Going Through Changes and Space Bound. Make me cry, every time.
And please, stop call Marshall "emo". I totally understand if he's depressed, and it's okay. Let it be, it's none of your business anyways!
Always loved you, will always love you.
Forever yours, Terry.
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