Even Now Lyrics

I went to Las Vegas last July, 2011 and saw Manilow perform this song. Out of nowhere, these memories came back to me of a girl I dated when I was 18, she was 21.The year was 1982. We dated for only 2-3 months, but I never forgot her. We chose different paths, we both married different people, but after hearing this song, I was so moved to try and contact her. It took until December, 2011 to look for her online, and I found her! I have been thinking of her off and on for 30 years. I am now going thru a divorce and she has been divorced since 2005. We have reconnected!- she is my soulmate, my friend, My love of my life as well as the woman of my dreams. Since december, everything that has happened between us has been a dream. She is even more beautiful now than she was back then, and I cannot believe she remembered me as well as loves me!. Yes, dreams do come true, even now

I recently lost the one and only true love I'll ever have. We planned to be together for the rest of our lives but unfortunately circumstances forced him to make a tragic decision that ruined both our lives. I can't believe how extreme the sadness and pain are for me, and when I listened to the lyrics of this song I wondered if he was feeling this way. Is he missing me as much as I miss him? This is a truly beautiful song ... but a very sad one.

Even now, 6 months after i left, as happy as i know i can be with the new love interest, i can't seem to let my past go. He was my one true love. I met him when I was 17 turning 18 and was with him for 10 years. I'm trying to move on with my life (I chose this path), and know he should move on with his, but I know the tragedy will be that I left my soul mate, and he was too proud to stop me from leaving.

It's hard... to live and to hate yourself for loving someone you shouldnt..Or you should but years ago..Knowing that there is something between you.. that you are affraid to look into each-others eyes..
And knowing that.. he is in a relationship at moment, knowing that he would be happier with that third person..Knowing that the best thing for all is to let things go...
That really is hard to do.. To defeat yourself, and find strenght to go on..
And its even more difficult, if you see that person often..and if that person is close friend...........

It has been 10 years since my husband died from cancer. We were married for 20 years. Our marriage was beautiful, our love so happy. I can not, even up until this very moment, get over him being taken away from me. The hurt will never go away. Barry Manilow wrote the words that I feel so strongly.

Whenever I hear this song, tears burst down my cheeks when he sings:
"Even now, when I never hear your name. And the world has changed so much since you been gone.
Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same
And the pain inside of me goes on and on
Even now".
I had to divorce the love of my life because of abuse, but have been in love with him since I was 13 (am 53 and married). Although I couldn't stay with him, I am still madly in love with him and always will be.

Even now - after separation, divorce and death I still think of my husband with love. He was my first true love, my first everything. I pray we meet in paradise. He lived up to promise - he would always love me n no other woman would fill my shoe. We re-did our vow n the love is still strong. Even now!

Having been married for so many years with the wrong person out of obligation and culture...I would hear this song back then and think of my Mickey. My first kiss, my first everything...who would have thought that one day came a knock at my door and it was a baker with a cake that read" Happy Birthday my love, from Mickey", to my surprise I could only think of him, but it was impossible, then at 12:00pm same day another knock and it was a florist, with beautiful huge tropical flowers and a card that said" I have always loved you, Mickey', my heart was slamming in my chest- at 4:00pm the florist came back with a huge teddy bear and a card that read" I am sending my friend to take care of you until I see you again" Two weeks later we were on our honeymoon, and our love is greater than ever...dreams come true even now.

My recent situation makes me ponder sometimes. Im already with someone I can say I really love today but at some point of everyday, memories of my past visits me and realized that I'm still in love with my past. This shocking realization makes me hate myself more often than not. I feel like I'm fooling myself all these days but I'm just but human, i commit mistakes sometimes if not all the time. Even if I'm happy with my partner today, at the end of the day sometimes i still hope that i can still be with my past. Darn i hate this feeling!!!!

Every time I hear this song, my tears fall. This song leads me to my past. I married the person whom I think would love me so much. I got married with him not because I love him but because I feel I am secure in his love…. But 12 years had passed.. I am not comfortable anymore with his love because I can feel that he has another woman…. My feelings had changed when I met the person whom I feel, I am love so much. He showed so much love for me. I am very important to him. He knew how to appreciate my achievements. I can exchange ideas with him without arguments and hesitations. I did not feel this kind of love from my husband. We had been in a relationship for more than 5 years now… But things changed… He met another girl, I do not know if she is the right girl for him since the girl is also married… He told me that he will not leave me even if he will be married to her.(the girl is planning to divorce his husband),…. He will not leave me no matter what. I am happy when I am with him… Even now he is in a relationship with the girl… We are also having a relationship. I love him… He loves me… I do not know where this relationship leads us… My husband is enjoying his life away from me… I know with someone else. He told me if I will divorce my husband, We will get married….

This songs reminds me of the person I had love before and until now I still do. Although there are things you wanted to happen things don't go just the way you like. I hope I can return the times I'm with him because that were the most happiest times in my life. I just wish to see him again at least to spend time again together.

This song reminds me of someone I loved silently for many years...because of where I was in my life (university etc) I did not confide my love to him and over the years we lost touch. I first heard this song many years ago and it brought tears to my eyes as it so describes how things have been. I love my husband very much (a different man) but I cannot forget YTH, try hard as I do. I would never leave my husband and I wish I am not torn between loving both of them.

I just couldn't hold back my tears everytime i hear this song of Barry. It always reminds me of my husband who died 3 yrs ago. I wanted to let go of him but his memories keep lingering on, until i met another man who i thought will take his place but it didn't work. I love him so much...

This song has been reminded me of the person i dreamed to be with but there were lots of obstacles that hindered between us that led me to give his freedom even if its hurting me so bad.No matter how we wanted to continue,we cannot do anything.I always wish his happiness and hoping he thinks of me for sometime.GOD knows ilovehim so much.Thank you for the song that fulfills me in.

i just wanted the correct lyrics of this song because i sent it to my first love. You see were both married now and she is living in nepal with her family while i am here in the Philippines. We acome accross each other in facebook and i must admit is till love her very much. I opened up this feeling to her and she admitted that indeed she still loves me. It was me who made the wrong desicions why we separated and as of now i think i dont deserve her love, but just the same i am happy with what we have now. I don't know how it is labeled, but we have a relationship right now, we still love each other and i dont know where will this lead. What i know is, this love song brought us back together