Autobiography Lyrics - Nicki Minaj
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[Chorus:]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My voice projected my life reflected
Daddy was a crack feind 2 in the morning had us running down the street like a track team
[Verse 1:]
When he burnt the house down n my mother was in it
How could I forget it the, pain infinite
Shes my queen and I ain't even british
Shes the only reason that I went to school and I finished
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent
She saw something in me that, until this day I don't know if I could be dat
But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryin
Grab the iron
And black out like I'm retiring
Nightmares of you killing my mother
The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers
N shoulda thrown a book at, ch'you cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at ch'you
[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected
[Verse 2:]
Damn I wanna run to you
Hold you n kiss you tell you how I miss you
Thought I would have a son for you
But now it's official it's over and I can't let you go
But I gotta let you know all the shit I did make it feel like I'm dyin real slow,
cause no one understands me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm angry
You was my friend and my man and my daddy,
You was there when that bitch tried to stab me anything I ever needed knew you had me
Cause of you all them chicks could'ntstand me
So why hurt you that's the question
It took this long for me to learn my lesson
Cause now all I want is peace and get drama
I finally understand the true meaning of karma
[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected
Please baby forgive me, mommy was young, mommy was to busy tryna have fun
now I pat myself on the back for sending you back
cause god knows I was better than that to conceive then leave you the concept alone seems evil I'm trapped in my concience
I adhear to the nonsense listened to people who told me I wasn't ready for you
But how the fuck would they know wat I was ready to do
And of course it wasn't your fault
It's like I feel it in the air, I hear you sayin mommy don't cry
can't you see I'm right here I gotta let you know what you mean to me
when I'm sleeping I see you in my dreams with me wish I could touch your little face
or just hold your little hand if it's part of gods plan, maybe we can met again
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My voice projected my life reflected
Daddy was a crack feind 2 in the morning had us running down the street like a track team
[Verse 1:]
When he burnt the house down n my mother was in it
How could I forget it the, pain infinite
Shes my queen and I ain't even british
Shes the only reason that I went to school and I finished
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent
She saw something in me that, until this day I don't know if I could be dat
But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryin
Grab the iron
And black out like I'm retiring
Nightmares of you killing my mother
The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers
N shoulda thrown a book at, ch'you cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at ch'you
[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected
[Verse 2:]
Damn I wanna run to you
Hold you n kiss you tell you how I miss you
Thought I would have a son for you
But now it's official it's over and I can't let you go
But I gotta let you know all the shit I did make it feel like I'm dyin real slow,
cause no one understands me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm angry
You was my friend and my man and my daddy,
You was there when that bitch tried to stab me anything I ever needed knew you had me
Cause of you all them chicks could'ntstand me
So why hurt you that's the question
It took this long for me to learn my lesson
Cause now all I want is peace and get drama
I finally understand the true meaning of karma
[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected
Please baby forgive me, mommy was young, mommy was to busy tryna have fun
now I pat myself on the back for sending you back
cause god knows I was better than that to conceive then leave you the concept alone seems evil I'm trapped in my concience
I adhear to the nonsense listened to people who told me I wasn't ready for you
But how the fuck would they know wat I was ready to do
And of course it wasn't your fault
It's like I feel it in the air, I hear you sayin mommy don't cry
can't you see I'm right here I gotta let you know what you mean to me
when I'm sleeping I see you in my dreams with me wish I could touch your little face
or just hold your little hand if it's part of gods plan, maybe we can met again
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I Understand | Reviewer: Young-flower | 11/6/12
I totally relate to what Nicki is talking I also had a wonderful boyfriend who carried me through everything I fell pregnant with his child and my mom forced me to have an abortion she said I wasn't ready and I had to complete my studies plus she feared the shame it would bring our family. I succumbed to her pressure and aborted my child there's not a day that goes by that I don't regret it. To have God entrust you with a precious soul and for u to kill it. I wonder how he/she would have looked like and what would she have become. To all young girls out there, the responsibility of motherhood is hard but I think it's better to face up to your mistakes and keep your child because the guilt of an abortion will eat at you for your entire life
I love you onika maraj | Reviewer: Anonymous | 10/26/12
Omg nicki is a stong women rapper so god plz 4rgive it was not yo pursoser nick,guys plz dnt jdge nicki,onika is my role model nd i respect her i wish i can seehim so dat i can tell how much i love so plp plz grow up
curious Neshea | Reviewer: Neshea | 10/12/12
i fill sorry for nicki this is my first time hearing this song
im not trying to b rude but did nicki ever get raped when she was lil
n on a blog it said that nicki got molested on stage but i didnt see it so now im wondering did that ever happen to or when she was lil did her father abused her or something
n i wish nicki would write a biography about her life or a story i would so buy it and read it
i think nicki has come along way and she is the most successful female rapper in young young money cash money
luv Neshea
Her gift | Reviewer: Jordan | 7/3/12
Nicki is very strong for her to decribe what happen in her childhood life.my prayers go out to her cause you went thru so much that nobody actually knew before you wrote this song.I think people need to stop judging you of the songs you make and just need to understand where you coming from this the songs and the way you dress and stuff ! Love you grah
I love Nicki<3 | Reviewer: Leigh | 2/7/12
I love Nicki so much she's so amazing, and she's been thru so fucking much, I respect her a lot! I can't believe people hate on her cause of ONE fucking song(Stupid Hoe) Wow people need to grow up.
getitright | Reviewer: Barb | 7/18/11
NICKI MINAJ'S MOTHER IS NOT DEAD PEOPLE. how are all of ya saying "oh i love nicki so much" and that ya herfans when you dont even know what really happened to her!?! both her mother and father are alive. her dad just ATTEMPTED to kill her mother with her in it, but her mom already had a feeling and made it safe! geeezzz and you say u a true fan? get it right people damn.
I love NIcki | Reviewer: Anonymous | 1/11/11
this wow this song reflects to me im a foster child and i can feel nicki in some fo these words, and i wish everyone would get of her back because she my mentor she deep smart and human just like us
I got mad respect for Onika Maraj<3 | Reviewer: Neekah | 12/8/10
Nicki's mom is not dead. Her name is carol and Nicki recently bought her and her little brother a house in N.Y. Personally I think she had an abortion when she says"for sending you back
cause god knows I was better than that" if she had an adoption where would she send her baby back to? I respect her for telling her story b/c so many girls are going through what she went through and I think that it helps to know that you can always bounce back. I'm 19 and I had my baby at 17 and it was and still is hard to this day. Whether you abort,give up or keep your baby it will still be hard b/c neither one of those choices is easy
Btw when you concieve a child,means to get pregnant not to carry it to term
She did abort | Reviewer: Petra | 11/4/10
Nicki did abort when she was 16. When she says "I hope we can meet again," she means that she hopes destiny will bring her baby back (in soul)when she has her future child. Thats why she says I hope god forgives me.
Her mom isnt dead. | Reviewer: robert yoshino | 11/4/10
Her mother was probably abused by her father but she didn't die. Nicki just had nightmares about her dying. You can tell her mom is alive cuz she mentioned her at the BET awards when she won for best female hip hop artist.
Biggest Fan! | Reviewer: Naynay_Powers | 9/23/10
I love Nicki Minaj....! and I feel bad for wat happened to her mother! bt i love the fact that she can speak her mind and can tell us what happened in her life! I feel bad for her child! I'm 16 and had my baby wen I was 14. and its sad to see that she gave him up but some people are not capable of taking care of a child at a young age! I LOVE YOU NICKI! keep ya head up!
i love you | Reviewer: kayakay | 9/21/10
she really has guts to make this song you the best and iam really sorry to read about your mothers death i hope you keep your head up cause no matter what you still have plenty people to love you iyt want be like that mother love bt most of i love you you my inspiration *kiss kiss*
OMG!!!!!I Am So Sorry To Hear That | Reviewer: breona hill | 8/7/10
Omg i never thought that she had a baby and then adoptted it...wooh,&i knew that her mom died because it says that her daddy burnt the house down with her mom in it hello buh i really love nicki minaj nobody never express their feelings ,in a song ..It takes a lot of guts to tell a personal life story and i really love nicki minaj for that..now i dont judge her from the looks you have to look at their background first i learned my lesson i really love you nicki minaj..no homo.
i feel ...... | Reviewer: jasmin gibbs | 8/12/10
i feel that nicki did have a abortion but adapted another soul in side of her which was her mom when she passed. nicki went thru so much that yea she wasnt ready for a child at the stages she was in . now just maybe she might make some chances and be ready now :)
life changing autobiography | Reviewer: ashante | 5/15/10
This song is amazing and i am so sorry for the loss of the mother of nicki minaj but this is one of the only songs that actually expresses someones feelings and we need more songs like this out because thats what music is really all about.
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